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Inspiration Is Found Through Loving Who You Are

The Biological Father

I may not be a perfect person, in fact I am far from it, but I can say for sure that I did my best as a mother.

My children, were both spoiled and disciplined, and both have grown up to be amazing people.

I can also say with love and certainty that I have a wonderful fantastic relationship with both of my children.  They also, in turn, happen to love and respect one another, and it fills my heart with so much love and pride to see them react with one another.

THEN THERE IS MY BIOLOGICAL FATHERThe Biological

I didn’t meet this man until I was 18 years old, and even then at the age of 42 do not know anything about this man because he himself has not attempted to contribute to my life, the life of my children, nor the lives of my brother and sister who are also products of his sperm.

The only meaningful thing this man has done for any of us is brought the three of us together.  End of story.

Yet this man gets pissed at us because we do not cater to him and HIS emotions.  We do not honor and cherish this man as most children would with a father.

Then again most father’s actually go out of their way to show and be with their children.  They work hard and bust their ass, and do what is necessary to make sure their children know that they are loved, honored, and are worth their fathers time.

Not this man, in fact, he has tried to have sex with both myself and my sister.  For me, it was the first two weeks of knowing him that he tried to touch and have sex with me.

I don’t have the full story on my sister’s experience, but hopefully, her story will be written soon and will be posted.

This man went to prison for 4 years for molesting his step-daughter Dina, and yet he claims that it was a mutual thing (Yet she was under 18).

This man still thinks he has the right to talk to me the way he does, talk to my sister the way he does, and expects respect from my children, even though he has never tried to visit or contribute to their lives.

Even if he tried, it would have to be under supervision because I would be too afraid that he would try to rape my daughter or my nieces, and then claiming that they wanted it all along.

Of course, because that is what dirty nasty men like him always say right?

I KNOW THAT I AM MAD

What spawned this anger tonight, out of years of rage over the selfishness of this man was the fact that he had to take a photo from my grand-daughters father’s page, a photo of my grand-daughter and her father, and he posted it to his facebook, claiming to his non-existent friends how proud he was to be a great grandfather.sarah

Maybe by blood buddy, but you will never mean anything to her ever.

Simply because you do not care to get out of your own way, you will not ever even try to come meet her to get to know her.  My daughter neither knows you or cares for you, because you have done NOTHING to contribute to her life.

You do not even deserve to call myself, Angela, nor our baby brother, your children.  We are only just products of your sperm.  Because of you, we have each other, and until you have the true unselfishness to contain your selfishness, to be a decent person who actually cares about more than just himself, you will be nothing to us, or at the very least to me…

Father and daughterI know I could keep going, but this was just enough to get off my chest in order to feel better on the inside so that I can now be the best grand mother to my brand new beautiful little grand-daughter.

I love you so much Sarah.  Next up will be how amazing my daughter is, and how proud I am of her strength and commitment.Bubba and his niece


Sharing My Dating Experience

Today I have decided that I am going to share with everyone my dating experience.  For those that are male-female datinglooking for tips to finding the right person for you, I would like you to follow along to bear witness to how dating can work.

 

I am going to throw in some past experiences that I have recently gone through, as well as discussing the current dates that I have been on.

 

Keep in mind that some of the names will be changed or only first names will be used for anonymity reasons.

 

I am also going to include other areas of my life, when it comes to handling friends and family, because we all know that some people fear letting go of toxic people, which can include these categories of people as well.

 

tiki manTo begin, I am going to introduce Chris. (Will add his true photo when I get his permission)  I have been out on a couple of dinners with him, a wine and conversation night at a friends house, and a series of text message conversations.

 

One of my boundaries is the speed at which I date.  I am looking for a life long partner, not just some guy to date and maybe fill up my time when I am not with my kids and family.

 

That life long partner in my eyes should be my best friend, and I personally will not settle for anything less.  The man will inspire me to be the best person I can be, will love and know me for who I am and not just because I can make him feel good about himself all the time.

 

The first thing that I am not going to do, is imagine what our wedding and life is going to be like.  I might at times look at what I want for my future and see if he can fit into that mold, but I am not going to imagine this “perfect life” with a man that I do not know yet.

 

I will admit though, that the time I have spent with him, and the conversations that I have had have turned out to both enlightening and impressive.

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Lonliness is a Choice

 

Whether you like to believe it or not, loneliness really is a choice.

Even if you do not understand what I am trying to say in the video, the point of the story is…

You need to inspire yourself to get out of the house or apartment.  Take a walk, smile at passerby’s, or search for events near you that you would be excited to try out, then just GO!  Don’t worry if you are going alone.  Even if you are just going to the park, let yourself say hello and smile.  Take a risk and give out flowers, or just do one thing out of the ordinary, eventually, you will notice that you have admirers.  Soon after, friends that are willing to be around you when you want them or need them.

Have a blessed day and remember, your life is what you make of it.

Love Heather

 


Complications of Being Me

Moments in a Fog

Since I have begun the self help journey, life has become a lot better for me.  But there are moments where it hits me that I am still not completely fixed.

I still have a long road ahead, and I know that I will clear out the issues.  However there are still issues that are holding me back.  Growing up I was raised by a very abusive man, and a mother who was much more doting on her son than on me.  I was a rag doll who didn’t know how to make my own friends, keep them and maintain them.

basically, I am sitting in my home right now, about ready to leave to go enjoy 4th of July fireworks with only just my son and I.  No friends invited me to go, and of course I have not called any of my friends to go with me, or if we could tag along with them.

This man who beat me up, always told me that I should never involve myself with other people’s business and stuff… and so here I am, friendless on one of my favorite holidays.

Laziness vs. Awkwardness

I want to go out and do things, but the only ones that really inspire me to be able to leave my house are my children or any one of my brothers.  Some days I feel as if I am better off alone, until the total feeling of loneliness sets in.

I am not the typical girly girl mom.  I love football, racing, hiking, camping, and rowdy loud bbq’s.  I also love going out painting at those paint and wine places, watch romantic comedies, and love all things puppy.  I can bbq and really good at it, I can fix things, and change the oil in my own car.

I am uninspired though.  I am uninspired to go new things because I have no one to do things with.  I don’t have a female bestie like me that wants to do things with me.  I don’t have a male bestie to do things with or inspire me to do anything other than nothing.

This is what I need fixed, and I don’t know how to fix it.

Please don’t take this wrong

I understand that I have this issue, and this sad hurtful feeling I have right now will go away and I will move on to be my normal happy self.  The point of all this is so people understand, that even when you are working on creating a better life, there will be moments where you need to recognize your feelings.

Write down what you are feeling in the moment, take that feeling, and find out how to clear it.  This block of mine will go away, and I will make some great friends who will inspire me to do what it is that I want to do.


Instant Switch – Creating a More Positive life!

Flip SwitchI dare you to flip this switch and watch the video.  Chances are, you are too afraid of change, even if it is a more positive change.

Most people do not believe that they are worthy of a happy, positive, successful life.  Is this you?  Do you believe that you can’t leave that town, that you will never make it anywhere else?

Then I want you to answer the following questions as honestly as you possibly can…

What is holding you back?!  Who is holding you back?!  What is it that has your mind chained to the position that you are in right now?!

I want you to email me your answers to h.kemp@heatherspage.ws right now with the Subject Line: “Impossible Dreams”.

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I don’t want to be the one to tell you that you are wrong, or that you can change your situation, and that all it takes is just the smallest bit of hope.

So at this point, I challenge you again to both, send me an email answering those questions, and then filling out the information below to watch the video.

I guarantee you, with the right tools, and guidance, you too can have the happy, positive life that you deserve.  No matter what has happened to you in the past.

 


How to Tell If You Are Shy – How to Recover From Shyness

One of my favorite speakers “Infinite Waters” covered Shyness the other day, and how you can tell if you or others are shy which I would like to cover here:

Grabbing for your phone:

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During small or large social gatherings, you find yourself reaching for your phone.  Phones have become a “best friend” of sorts for some people who have a hard time holding a conversation with others.

There are some people who have a very hard time in social situations and their phone helps to fill those awkward moments for them.

One way to recover a part of your shyness is to force yourself to put your phone down, even for 5 minutes, and face the people around you.  For some I know this sounds hard, but after a few times of doing this, it does get easier and easier to face other people. (more…)


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Energetic Cords and How They Affect You

energetic cord 1Have you ever wondered why in one moment you are so full of energy, clarity, and productivity; Then the next moment you feel drained, fatigued, and just not wanting to do anything?

You are a vibrating microcosmic universe of multifaceted energy. You are not just your body; you are a made of many layers, and levels of vibration, intention, and light. Some call this the Aura, the rainbow of light seen around you with spirit eyes. I call this your energetic story! (more…)